Read it. Accept it. Move on.

Read it. Accept it. Move on.

@2 days ago
Moving on. ✌️

Moving on. ✌️

@3 days ago

Painful love

After all the pain, I sew myself shut,
My weakness is that I care too much.
My scars remind me that the past is real.
I want my heart to close, the hurt to seal,
But these relentless memories I feel
Just keep surfacing again and again
Like a deep dark acid rain.
I tear my heart open just to escape,
But I fail, the pains prevail and escalate
Like an unstoppable evil vengeance.
I moan, I cry out for another chance
Please let me rest for a good minute
My suffering overwhelmingly infinite.
It is now crystal clear,
I love you still, my dear.

@5 days ago

Dear you,

why is it when I look in your eyes,
I see the love burning inside me.
why is it when you hug me,
the world melts with us.

why is it when you leave,
I can’t find myself.
why is it when you say bye,
it seems like forever.

why is it when the phone rings,
I answer just to hear if it’s your voice.
why is it when you don’t call,
I wonder what you are doing.

why is it that I can’t breath,
whenever I think about you.
why is it that I can’t speak,
whenever I talk about you.

why is it when I’m around you,
you want to walk away.
why is it when I hug you,
you don’t feel the same.

why is it when you look into my eyes,
you just see a girl looking back at you.
why is it when you leave,
you leave to be with her.

why is it when you say bye,
you say hello to her.
why is it when my phone rings,
it’s not you.

why is it when I call you,
you don’t answer.
why is it when I ask what you think about me,
you day that I’m just cool.

why me, why you,
I don’t know yet but I’m hoping you can find
the love I have for you and hope one day that love would turn into something more than what meets the eye….

@5 days ago

Clinging on to dear life…
I can’t breathe.
Looking at you in the eyes
As you watch me die.
My heart is ripped out
I’m bleeding to death
How could the person I love so much watch me as I wither away…

You told me you’ll never leave.
You’ll always stay.
Now that you’re gone I’m helpless.
I’m worthless.
I have nothing else to live for.

You had my heart but you threw it away.
Like a piece of trash you never needed.

Here I am crying my life away only to look at your happy smile.
I wish you were here again.
I wish you were mine…

@1 week ago
&& I’m stronger than what I was. I’m wiser now. Thank you. 👌

&& I’m stronger than what I was. I’m wiser now. Thank you. 👌

@3 days ago

In case you were wondering…

My feelings for you were so strong and clear
I really thought we will be together, my dear.
Now we are apart and I struggle hard to cope
My heart is aching so much, it is too much to bear.
I am torn apart slowly, my love for you still on
How can I mend my painful heart,
Oh, how can I make the pain be gone?
It is as if the world fell apart.
I wanted us to be together, happy with bliss
But it was not meant to be, what a great miss.
You be well and find the love you seek …
Farewell, dear, I will never forget you and all this.

@5 days ago

I feel the tears streaming down my cheeks.
My heart so broken and so very weak.
My mind confused, not knowing what to do.
It is so painful without you.
My tears flow so bitter and blue,
My sad tears are all for you.

@5 days ago
&& in the end I was just left breathless.

&& in the end I was just left breathless.

@6 days ago

You took all of me when you walked away.
My soul.
My heart.
My mind.
My body.

You took the last lil piece of me that I had left.

You can have it though.
I don’t want none of it back.

I need to find myself first…

@1 week ago